should i be sad or happy?

ehmmmmmm,

got 5As in my spm...

well, it's not a bad or very good result... but?

i guess i should be satisfied with it...

what is done, IS DONE...


b.m A
english A
maths A
sejarah A
moral A
biology B
physics B
chemistry C (haha)
add maths C (haha)



haha, burit burit burit..


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when is the freakin result comin out,

owh, damn nervous...

but at da same time, i can't wait for it...
:D


with God's grace, plezzz... realllllllly hope fer da best...



hmm, with good grades, i can finaaaaallllyyyyyy go out of malaysia...

i mean, further my studies at a diff country...
'singapore would do juz fine'

to be honest, i hate my country...
hahaha...

living in malaysia kinda sucks...
really meyh...

:D





hmmm, another few days 2 !@$%

chow,

didier drogba

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

burit, burit, burit...

why why why...



bcoz of u.u.you ArseNAL lose again....

:(

sob sob sob...

p/s, fuck u almunia... cam cibai

a peace of my mind

hey hEY Hey...

.
..
...
....
..... waaa, blakang ako, engKO kutuk2/mAKI2/SOUND2 AKO YEAHHhh...

EHEHMMM...

ka sedar x, ka 2 anak org miskin jee... sian ako tgk bapok ka keje2 b'peluh2, tp gaji cam jubo TAIK jugak...

dpT PLAK ANAK cam KA...
ako rase ko 2, anak luar nikah je...
sbab 2 muke ka cam 2... kowt kowt kowt...

ko igt ko pg clubbin slalu, sehari isap rokok smpai sekotak...
nk tjk ka 2 'anak org kaye laaa ek'?

alololololo... wei, ka da laaa nk pg mane2, ka pinjam moto org...

PINJAM... NAPE? moto pown x mampu beli ek?
ye laaa... miskin kan... nk uat guane kn KN? BAPOK KA time kecik2 x pg skolah...
duk fuck pompuan je... sbab 2 dpt ank cam ka... 'anak lua nikah laa cmpem daaa'

tp kan... ka bole plak kutuk2 ako kt owg len annn...???

hey, ako bru je form 5... da ade kete s'diri, duet beriban-riban...
pape ako nk, ako dpt...

on da other hand... kau???

'ka nk ckp, ako pkai kete viva_elite je...'

tahpe, aslkn ade kn...
wei, bapak kau pown xde kete... x mampu beli... bising2 plak...

adeyhhhh...

and, ka bo0Odoh...
owh, x salah ako ckp bohhh...

coz ka kan skowl kt smk BKT *** ????
x yah ckp laa... cian pengetua skowl ka plak... adeyh...

bdak2 skowl sane, automatikkk dlm golongan rendah2...
mksud ako, x pentingkn pelajaran... duk merempit2, fuck2 pompuan 2 je laa keje dak skowl kaaa...

byK LAGI ako nk ckp ni... TP, HMM XPE LAA...
:)



p/s, ako x skew pown tulis 'blog' dlm BAHASE MELAYU...

juz, ako terpakse... kang ako tulis in english, ka x paham plak laa knnn?
ka kn, dasar bdak kampung...




okey2...

owh work, work, work

well,
I gotta job at secret recipe 3 WEEKS ago...

ehemmm, first day on da job... i got bullied by a GRRR 'kakak gemuk'

baabiii, masuk2 keje jewp die suwuh ako basuh toilet, lap meja, mop n sapu lantai...

tahhhpe, x kisah pownggg... so, I DID what she said... waw, berkilat2 toilet...
'gemuk' 2 puji2 ako, CKP wahh bagus bdak kecik nip... :)

ako senyum je balik... tp dlm ati rase nk bg penamporrr kt pale bulat+besar 'gemuk' 2...


well, after 2 weeks...
i became the cafe's ''baristar'' (tukang uat air)

ako ingat besh sgt laa dpt uat air kn kn...
but, ahhhh...

pukul 1 smpai laa pukul 2, was the time that i hate the most...
'lunch TIME'

pas sekor, sekor.... owg masuk kedai...
mmg geleporrr laaa ako... nk uat air byk2...

and, and... if ako lambat skit, smua customer pandang ako... then uat muke masam...

i TAKOT gler... if muke lawa kewp, xpe laa... ni muke cam anjing laut ngah haus n lapar...

ako pown, senyum je balik... 'cKp KEJAP yeaa mak cik, kejap yeaa pak cik... ngah uaT LEE NI... jap ekk...'
ako senyum jeaaaa...

tp dlm ati, hey...
ade GAK AKO pukul sekor2 ni kang... hesshhhh...



and and... i think... when they all go back home, sure 'sakit peruk n tercirit-biRITZ...
HEHEE...

ako uat air bukanggg betul sgt pownggg...
air apple molek2 warne ijau... ako uat, bole jd wane purple plak... haha



okay, that's all for now...

later fuckers,
chow...

abOUT mY naMe

heyya, i'm juz starting out here okeyh, don leave any rude remarks yeahhh...
ehemmmm.. firstly, i'm straight okey. NOT gay/by.. 'glad that's settled' hehe ;D


well, my name is 'shawn hosea ramish'!!! usually, when i tell anyone my name, they get puzzled and wonder 'haaa wtf'!!!

HERE IS AN EXAMPLE of what i mean,
(conversation between me and an unknown idiot)


idiot : hey2 budak kecik yg comey2 ni...

me : yea, saye mmg comel powng... haha

idiot : ehh ehhh, nk taw name awak bole?

me : erk, kenape?

idiot : hmmm, nk taw, nk taw... bole laaa heeeeeeee

me : huh, shawn hosea ramish

idiot : jgn kencing ako laaa wei.. hmm, bgtaw laa u. erm, nk taw jgak name u.

me : eyaahhhh laaa jubo taik wei.....

idiot : haaa, pelik2... bakpe name g2?

me : mane ako taw lee,

idiot : name u xde BIN ke?

me : not a malay

idiot : aik, pelik2... muke nmpak cam malay, then u owg ape?

me : mix laaa... cmpur ni, cmpur 2...

idiot : da kenape??? (bla bla bla start da tanye macam2)


the end...



it's kinda hard 4 me, meet anyone new, they all ask me the same thing...
hehe :D
dun know why, but they all say i look like a malay...

for the record 'i don't'
and i don't take it as a compliment...


that's all for my first post here... hehe